Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 8:51 PM
Without you. ♥ to the top
I want the past; i don't wish the sad times repeat itself again.
What can i do to have you by my side again?
I'm totally lost...
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HELLO~ (:
Second day, ): - Sammi gone for 2 days. Aiya, so sad lorh. I so bored without her lorh. I miss die her lorh. Primary school holidays gonna start soon on 20th. :D I really want to meet up with Sammi & Keryn. Hopefully, SKJ!~ HWAITING. :D
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It's weird that, all of a sudden things start flashing on my mind. And it's not about the ones that i quarreled with before. Is the one that i love. Is that one that i can't say i loved. Because i still do. It's been long. He has left, so long ago. What's's the point of hanging on? When he came into my life, he lit up my whole entire world, which not much people can do so. And now, the light in within me, isn't as bright as before. I miss those times we spent, i miss those memories, i miss everything.
He said, i was important. Well, so you call this important? So is this a lesson learnt or what? I shouldn't have trust guys? Yes, i can accept that you are a hongster, but as long as you don't leave. So in the end, you left. So the conclusion is, i'm just a toy. No longer nice, you just leave it there and like total strangers. Fineeeeeeee. But it really amaze me, how he has been on my mind most of the time. Well, i really want to let go.
So you must teach me how to let go, how to forget the memories, how to stop hurting myself because of you. Becuase, YOU are the one who thought me how love. You're the one that make me feel that i'm important, because you're the one who said, 'i love you' once.
And now, you've gone. Faster than the wind. Am i wrong? What have i done? Seriously, just tell me straight. I don't mind. I bet no matter how much i wrote, how much i say, how much my feelings are for you. You woudln't care much. You will just pretend that i'm gone, that you've never met...
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Been quite sometime that i didn't update my Tumblr much. ):
Anyways, 306th day together, ZE:A.
My lovelove. Heehee.
Beautiful my girl.~
Kkays, bye. :D I guess i'm watching Chef's Kiss tomorow. I'll finish every episode. Hope i won't be lazy tomorrow.
Okay, byee!
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@ 5:45 AM
Love ain't lust. ♥ to the top
Look at this conversation.
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
Grabbed from
Stacey.
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Seriously, i find this meaningful. Sighhhhhhhhhhh, i miss those days. Twentfirst. ):
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@ 1:20 AM
Bang bang bang. ♥ to the top
1. My hair colour is pretty obvious.
2. I miss 9th. Who don't? ):
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Okay, have been making my skin just now. A new skin, uh huh. :D Been making my own skin using other's codes. Yes, i did credit. (: Just a little change, not alot. I guess i want to change the banner on top there. (: Have to say it infront first, not that i not TX to ZE:A or don't love them anymore. Is just that it's been there long, want to change abit. (: I'll see, if Sammi wants to use the skin i'm currently using now. We are very TX one. Lovelove. (: Just talked to Keryn, she just left. ): Maybe Thursday going to meet up. :D I'm free, see Sammi free anot. Hopefully! (:
There's a sentence which i find it funny when i was chatting with Keryn, i think she doesn't know what is it that i was laughing about, i shall post. Something to do with Sammi, though. Ohman, i forget to print screen it. ): Shall say it then,
Keryn: What's the sound on Sammi's blog?
Keryn: Oh, it's a song.
Like a joke? I think she's damn cute! Blog song change, most of them are from BEAST - Lights Go On Again Album. (: Lovelove.
Oh my love for you.~
I'm inlove with you.~
Crazy love for you.~
Shall stop here. Annyeong!
Labels: Shoot shoot shoot.